Hello everyone, I won't be writing anytime soon. I may be calling it quits.
Not concerning my life, I will keep on living, I'm not talking suicide. I sit alone all the time, watching the internet, smoking, and nibbling on food stuff.
I need time to REALLY think, and not be so busy with things that only give me temporary relief. And maybe it's all 'daydreams' and 'wishes' for something that is not going to come through for me.
I am just running out of steam, loss of interest in anything right now. I just exist, and maybe that is all I'm to do........ just exist.
That's all I can say for now. I'm just very confused and terribly discouraged.
Thank you.
Later.
